Saturday, December 29, 2007' .....
BREAK UP DAY!
ii nva nva forget TODAE!
REALLI VERY ANGRY!!!
ii nva nva forget TODAE!
REALLI VERY ANGRY!!!
5:15 PM, Jesline ♥
Friday, December 28, 2007' .....
Great happy day!
we r bak...i ask him some question..
n he is bak to me.....
but dunno he really want me bak ma...
although we cnt meet only sms or tok on phone
ii very sad but as lonq as he nva leave me im really veri happy!
actualli nw ii wish to see him face to face tokinq.
because ii realli miss him alot!
im onii worry we cnt b bak to last tym lyk tat.. happy tokinq
listen him kol me dar.. listen he sae dar hao xiang ni..
listen to him sae dar wo ai ni... mushy words frm him...
his hug his kiss his eyes starinq at me n many more!!
dear we leave each other fer 4 days.. juz lyk hundred years..
ii really wait da0 ue n ii noe ue will gif me happyness lyk last tym
n we will b lovely same as last tym n forever... tish is wad ii wish only. x333
hais im sad... wad im gonna to do!!! my hair colour ish nort the colour ii wan!!!
tat aunty dye it orange!!! >< hw ii goin to sch tmr omg!!
we r bak...i ask him some question..
n he is bak to me.....
but dunno he really want me bak ma...
although we cnt meet only sms or tok on phone
ii very sad but as lonq as he nva leave me im really veri happy!
actualli nw ii wish to see him face to face tokinq.
because ii realli miss him alot!
im onii worry we cnt b bak to last tym lyk tat.. happy tokinq
listen him kol me dar.. listen he sae dar hao xiang ni..
listen to him sae dar wo ai ni... mushy words frm him...
his hug his kiss his eyes starinq at me n many more!!
dear we leave each other fer 4 days.. juz lyk hundred years..
ii really wait da0 ue n ii noe ue will gif me happyness lyk last tym
n we will b lovely same as last tym n forever... tish is wad ii wish only. x333
hais im sad... wad im gonna to do!!! my hair colour ish nort the colour ii wan!!!
tat aunty dye it orange!!! >< hw ii goin to sch tmr omg!!
2:14 AM, Jesline ♥
Thursday, December 27, 2007' .....
im realli sad n cry everyday....
junqiang teach me hw i muz change
ii tryinq v. hard because he told me
if ii change mayb can save bak our relationship
ii noe ish juz begininq
my ear bleed... cuz pull dao...
to noe isit he care fer me or wad ii sae out
n junqiang sae if he care he still got me
our patchinq derh % will b higher...
sae ler but he nva show his care
mean? im nort important to him isit??
junqiang still sae less thn 30% unless miracle...
ii realli dun lyk the feelinq nw...
cryinq everyday at nyte.. cn't slp well...
ii alwaes wake up see got his msg mahs...
whn goin home out of the sch im lookinq ard is thr him
whn my hp got msg come ii very happy ii tot was him...
all tish ish cuz ii cnt forget him...
ii love him alot.. ii hope he still love me lyk the 1st tym derh us..
ii realli wish we can patch back before 2007... ii dun wan to forget our memories.
wad thinq ii can do ii realli wan ue bak... ii dun reallli wish to b ur good fren only...
ii still use to it kolinq ue dear... ur jes tish word make me feel v. upsad.
ii dun realli wan to find a new bf but junqiang derh advise is find a new bf...
he n deardear so lonq derh friendship noe hw he think...
dear wad ii can do thn ue forgif me n bak to me??
ii realli nid ue realli realli veri nidd ue
whye cant ue juz gif me 1 m0re chance ii realli alot thinq to tell ue
everytym postinq blog im cryinq.
ii noe he wun see my blog s0 ii dare to write hw ii feel here but
im realli realli v. v. sad cuz ii realli nidd him my dear my zhu tou weii x33
can ii die??by tmr... tok to junqiang juz nw
because he sae i n him no chance ler...
ii realli love my dear joshua x33
i loved the every moments with you together
i wished everyday could be like this T.T
my love for you will never change
can you be mine forever? you my boy
041107 ; Our promise~
junqiang teach me hw i muz change
ii tryinq v. hard because he told me
if ii change mayb can save bak our relationship
ii noe ish juz begininq
my ear bleed... cuz pull dao...
to noe isit he care fer me or wad ii sae out
n junqiang sae if he care he still got me
our patchinq derh % will b higher...
sae ler but he nva show his care
mean? im nort important to him isit??
junqiang still sae less thn 30% unless miracle...
ii realli dun lyk the feelinq nw...
cryinq everyday at nyte.. cn't slp well...
ii alwaes wake up see got his msg mahs...
whn goin home out of the sch im lookinq ard is thr him
whn my hp got msg come ii very happy ii tot was him...
all tish ish cuz ii cnt forget him...
ii love him alot.. ii hope he still love me lyk the 1st tym derh us..
ii realli wish we can patch back before 2007... ii dun wan to forget our memories.
wad thinq ii can do ii realli wan ue bak... ii dun reallli wish to b ur good fren only...
ii still use to it kolinq ue dear... ur jes tish word make me feel v. upsad.
ii dun realli wan to find a new bf but junqiang derh advise is find a new bf...
he n deardear so lonq derh friendship noe hw he think...
dear wad ii can do thn ue forgif me n bak to me??
ii realli nid ue realli realli veri nidd ue
whye cant ue juz gif me 1 m0re chance ii realli alot thinq to tell ue
everytym postinq blog im cryinq.
ii noe he wun see my blog s0 ii dare to write hw ii feel here but
im realli realli v. v. sad cuz ii realli nidd him my dear my zhu tou weii x33
can ii die??by tmr... tok to junqiang juz nw
because he sae i n him no chance ler...
ii realli love my dear joshua x33
i loved the every moments with you together
i wished everyday could be like this T.T
my love for you will never change
can you be mine forever? you my boy
041107 ; Our promise~
3:56 PM, Jesline ♥
Wednesday, December 26, 2007' .....
Merry Christmas (:
25th dec 2007
the second day we break up...
ytd nyte we tok tok tok end up become quarrel again...
todae walkinq on the street saw couples wif christmas hat,
holdinq hand happily walkinq tgt...
to the park near his hse... lookin at thr the place we sit...
stubborn ger sae forget him but nva..
realli hate n nva forgif him cuz he sae tat word to me...
none of my ex sae tat to me...
everythinq is my fault n nth ish his fault...
everytym im the bad ger...
nva b correct once..cuz im realli v. stupid to b wif him
started on the 041107 sunday n ended on 231207 sunday...
started whr n ended whr... 1 mth 3 weeks ended on the same day...
lookinq bak the chat log.. on nov 2007 actualli i realli should nort tell him
who ii lyk we should nort even tgt... ii oso should believe tat he sae he love me
cuz im a stupid gerr to listen wad his story...everythinq he sae to me muz b nort true bah!
the word come frm him i dun n nva love ue make me stun n cry out loud...
his msn still put
* ii rly don't 1 2 say that words de but cos of your happiness i did it and say that word 2 u.
i just don't fit 2 be your bf..tc*
christmas at church im realli nort happi at all... everythinq ii do alwaes got him in my mind...
lucky got tish guy make me happi alwaes n forget him in my mind...thx fer pei me alwaes (:
christmas end on my way bak home ii saw round moon n many stars...
lookinq at the moon n stars thinkinq of wad he doin nw... he realli nva out of my mind
did he saw the round moon?? if he did we lookinq at the same moon =)
ii noe tat he went out wif junqiang n frens to plae.. junqiang tell me he ish normal n happy..
listen to tat ii oso can fang xia xin le ... i realli miss the past tym tgt wif ue do eu?
25th dec 2007
the second day we break up...
ytd nyte we tok tok tok end up become quarrel again...
todae walkinq on the street saw couples wif christmas hat,
holdinq hand happily walkinq tgt...
to the park near his hse... lookin at thr the place we sit...
stubborn ger sae forget him but nva..
realli hate n nva forgif him cuz he sae tat word to me...
none of my ex sae tat to me...
everythinq is my fault n nth ish his fault...
everytym im the bad ger...
nva b correct once..cuz im realli v. stupid to b wif him
started on the 041107 sunday n ended on 231207 sunday...
started whr n ended whr... 1 mth 3 weeks ended on the same day...
lookinq bak the chat log.. on nov 2007 actualli i realli should nort tell him
who ii lyk we should nort even tgt... ii oso should believe tat he sae he love me
cuz im a stupid gerr to listen wad his story...everythinq he sae to me muz b nort true bah!
the word come frm him i dun n nva love ue make me stun n cry out loud...
his msn still put
* ii rly don't 1 2 say that words de but cos of your happiness i did it and say that word 2 u.
i just don't fit 2 be your bf..tc*
christmas at church im realli nort happi at all... everythinq ii do alwaes got him in my mind...
lucky got tish guy make me happi alwaes n forget him in my mind...thx fer pei me alwaes (:
christmas end on my way bak home ii saw round moon n many stars...
lookinq at the moon n stars thinkinq of wad he doin nw... he realli nva out of my mind
did he saw the round moon?? if he did we lookinq at the same moon =)
ii noe tat he went out wif junqiang n frens to plae.. junqiang tell me he ish normal n happy..
listen to tat ii oso can fang xia xin le ... i realli miss the past tym tgt wif ue do eu?
3:52 PM, Jesline ♥
Monday, December 24, 2007' .....
为什么一定要等到失去才懂得珍惜?
in a sad mood to write tish blog
nva think of tish day will come..
hw much ii love him he wun noe...
realli fast.. tot will last lonq but...
ii close my eyes he appear in my mind..
his smile.. e way he look at me n the park...
love realli makinq someone heartbroken?
without love isit everythinq is alryte?
ii realli hope ish tat..
ii wun appear in ur life animore
ue wish to b alone n ii choose to leave ue
ii noe ii realli hurt ue always...
if ii leave ue.. mayb ue wun get hurt in LOVE animore..
all ii juz wan ish ue get bak to urself forgif junqiang korkor...
he ish ur 12 yr gd fren n im ur nth...
ii always wish whn ii end sch
ii wish ue the 1 standin outside my sch waitinq fer me...
in a surprise way?but tat nva nva happen
my heart pain whn ii see ur word in msn..
* from 2day onwards this will b my last day that i cry n i will never cry cos of love *
ii haf nth to sae animore to ue
i dun even haf face to face ue...
my last word tat ii wan to sae ish
我已经失去你我也不在是我 ; 你是我永远的星星!!我爱你!!!
your dardar
3:07 PM, Jesline ♥
Wednesday, December 19, 2007' .....
Bad luck day!
my leg was so pain ytd!! wearinq the new shoe!!aiyoss... see both leg leas...
todae wear school shoe oso cover shoe again...
make my in grow toe nail more n more worst!!
so painful!! cnt even go n touch it!
n my pic ^^ 1st pic wif a clip on isit weird??
ani different on my hair???
n goinq bak hm at bugis MRT i n huiqi ^^
r we lovely??? we realli start to hold hand! =)
miss ue alot mwacks!!
2:37 PM, Jesline ♥
Tuesday, December 11, 2007' .....
fun n lovely days ^^
thx deardear gif me derh teddy bear present^^
CHURCH CAMP ONN FRIDAY - SATURDAY!
we make our own noodle ^^
yixin cookinq ^^
this is wad i cook ^^ nice ?
my sis derh cookinq ^^ nice?
our cream puff ^^
limin ish so happy!!!!!!
yi xin usinq hp??
the place we slp... green colour ish my bed =x
Jesline ; Joshua ^^
b4 we goin bak hm everyone write each other autograph ^^
ii tear away wad ii write in this paper =x
1:13 PM, Jesline ♥
Wednesday, December 05, 2007' .....
today ish my every 1st (:
wake up at 0745
im so excited n afraid of g0ing tuhx muiix new sch!!
ii went out at 0915 n rch thr abt 0955...
on my way to the school...
ii saw the boss tk same train wif me xD
omg so scaryy!!!but she look lyk dunch rmb me...
whn ii rch the sch n tell the counter..
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jes : im new student lookinq fer sharon...
counter ppl : eh sharon ar inside ue go in la
jes : huh?? huh???
counter ppl : ue tk a sit ii bring ue in ltr...
jes : okays ty!!
jes : sitinq on the chair*
counter ppl : hey erm.. aiyo come follow me...
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she brinq me to a quiet...
open the door ; a guy sittinq inside....
the counter ppl ask me tk a sit ,
in the quiet room onii me n him...
slowly sharon come n tok to us abt sch rulz ;
check our hair tools (:
got pins alot comb hairdryer alot alot!!!
most funni got 2 fake derh head =x
slowly she brinq us to our class.. thn he start to tok to me...
IN CHINESE*
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Korkor : hw old r ue??
Jes : 16
Kokor : o.0 wad~! 16??so tall!!! im so short =.=''' ZI BEI
Jes : hahax...hw old r ue???
Korkor : 22 lorhss so old -.-''''
Jes : 22 whr old -.-'' crazyy nort old lor...
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went to the class we learn abt those hair partinq...
after tat make it into 4 sides...
slowly slowly... ish so fast come to break tym...
packinq my thinqs back n put in the trolley!!
after tat ii n korkor walk out the class n seprate way go...
he goin work... cuz he study part tym nia...
ii walk ard outside alone...thinkin of wad to eat...
in the end walk bak to the shoppin mall again~!
o.0 so qiao meet dao korkor at shoppin mall outside...
he smile n we walk tgt he brinq me go toilet cuz ii urgent findin toilet!!!!! -.-'''
after tat ii n him go haf lunch at the nearby coffee shop...
he ask me err... can ii haf ur number???o.0
haha ii gif him cuz we can contact easily thr too ;
if thrs ani problem in sch or wadever derh...
after my lunch ii go bak school n he went fer workk..
lonely derh me stay at thr n cher teach me blow hair =x
n make alot hair partinq... my leg goin break ler...
stand fer so lonq!!!! alamak!! tmr haf a test too!!
whn ii in the room str. muz start work ler.Zzzz....
finalli tym rch n i goin home soon yeah!!!!
ii pack my stuff n put in my trolley... of cuz
alot stuff ii haf to brinq home... so tired n heavy thinqs...
ii cnt open the door cuz tat 2 fake head ish realli heavy!!!
whn open the door , the door omost bang dao me!!!
lucky got 1 shuaishuai derh senior quickly help me hold the door...
im shock o.0 look at him n sae Thankyou (:
he smile smile to me sae no problem!!!
cuz 6 hrs thr no 1 tok to me n they look so ahbeng n 1 ah lian...
shock tat the ahbeng senior hold the door fer me!! -.-'''
hold the big bag walk n walk to MRT...
suddenly 1 msg come frm korkor
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in chinese *
Korkor : wad ue learn today muz teach me wor..haha!!
i find you v. shy jus nw..so tmr dun shy again ler..
although ii got notti lookinq but im funni person lai derh (:
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keep on msg ... somemore ish msg in chinese...
wa~ my chinese muz improve haha ^^
but im shock too tat he send me 1 msg..
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Korkor : 你有人追求了没有呢?要老实握?
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ii told him ii got 1 bf n todae ish ii n dear de 1st month aniversary...
on the 2nd dec 2007 , 1017am dear send me a msg...
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i am sorry for all the thinq i have done to make you cry
and from now on
i Joshua promise not to make my beloved Jesline cry...
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whye he sae tish to me cuz on sat im angry wif him tat ii told him my feelinq
ii sae to him ii feel lyk im a idoit wait n lookin at his kol...
worry fer him n in the end he ish playin maple... ii oso guilty to tell him tat..
of cuz ii cry too =( sorri dear... but today he sae he will kol me after he end his work!
ii again waiitinq fer his kol.. but till nw no kol frm him onii frm my di!!!
ii dunno hw he is busy of... ii kol him n the fone ish on kol... cn't kol him!!!
ii oso cnt sms him cuz he sae his hp screen cnt see.. hais!
ish alrdy 11pm >< ii dun realli noe wht he wan! again ii feel im lyk a idoit waitinq n keep lookin at the fone waitinq fer his kol!!! ii try to kol alot tym but ish on kol still... im thinkin who he ish tokinq to?? im nort happy n veri veri moody cuz ish our 1st month aniversary n ii get tish present frm him!! argh!! ii dun wish to wait fer him animore...im so tired n ii wan to slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! f5
* name tag *
3:04 PM, Jesline ♥
Tuesday, December 04, 2007' .....
happy life x33
nva think of goin orchard todayy!!
fur wad??
0f cuz ish my dearr!!!
his 1 hr break ; we went to lucky plaza!!
ii peii him go eat ^^
he eat chicken rice hahas...
after tat we go toyzrus * hw to spell ? *
we saw junqiang * patrick * ^^
hahas veri happi b wif him thr...
but onii short short 1 hr he haf to go bak work...
bo bian ii oso went to dar east meet susanna n yingxian!!!
walk ard fareast n bak to paragon again..
we went in to deardear work derh shop ;
see some shirt lorhss... n walk ard paragon after tat go home ler...
so fast 1 day pass lyk tat... tmr goin to school ler.. ish my 1st days to school!!!
ii v. scare lorhss... scare ii cnt do somethinq or do wrong thinq...
ii oso scare make bu dao frens!! but hope ii can larhss...
hope thr all nort boii but got alot gers too ^^ hehex
tmr ish oso a big dayys ishh me n deardear derh 1month aniversary !!!!
so fast 1 month ler hors.. dear realli miss ya!! love ue alwayss ^^
12:12 PM, Jesline ♥
Bouquet of Blue Rose
老公JEFFERY 
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